May 31, 2009
to grow old together :)
23:21
taken.I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you
I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the (wo)man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you
May 30, 2009
never.
22:35
never will i be able to match up.
May 29, 2009
its here, time to decide.
23:58
its finally here.
i cant tell you how proud am i of my B for doing SO well.
*beams
cant say the same thing for myself though.
was quite surprised disappointed to see the grades for 2 of my mods.
i did very well for my midterms for one of them,
yet my final grade was just mediocre.
which concludes that 6.5/10 of effort is not enough.
no, definitely not.
its worse when your CAP is just nice at that benchmark.
not anything more, & not anything less.
been getting alot of advice from different people,
constructive i guess,
but it doesnt make the decision any easier.
have till monday night to make my decision,
but i think i know what i would choose in the end,
i really think i do.
on a random note,
i am now the proud owner of the 5th 4th.
was totally shocked & surprised, i must say.
thanks B's m.
it means alot :)
May 28, 2009
impending doom
11:03
results out tmr at 1pm.
& im at a loss of what lies ahead for me.
seeked the opinion of a few professors
& they helped i guess, in a way.
but i dont know if im ready,
or if i want to be ready, yet.
im having mixed feelings,
just about everything.
tell me, what should i do?
May 26, 2009
our 17th
00:11
let love.
"Just to wake up each morning
Just to you by my side
Just to know that you're never really far away
Just a reason for living
Just to say I adore
Just to know that you're here in my heart to stay.
Just the words of a love song
Just the beat of my heart
Just the pledge of my life, my love for you."
happy 17th, my B.
May 23, 2009
keeper of my heart
01:10
keeper of my heart
No one else can make me feel
The colors that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old
May 16, 2009
first run together :)
12:11
went for a
run jog with b last night.
its been like 4 years since my last run la.
not really running for me since you dont run one lap
and start walking for half a lap
and continue running one last lap haha.
but it was good, working those muscles after sucha long time.
&it was our first time running/jogging together!
dinner after was great as well :)
havent been feeling too well since few days ago,
i guess mainly due to the lack of sleep zzz.
yeah i know, how can i not get enough sleep when its the hols?
i blame it all on the new korean drama that i've been watching till 4am everynight.
imagine sleeping at 4am and waking up at 11 am each day.
add heaty, spicy food + junk food and you get one cranky, tired person.
so i say, friday's run was the most constructive thing i've done for the past week.
& i hope it will become a weekly event from now on with b :))
chalet's next tues & im kinda excited.
put in quite abit of effort into this thing & i hope it will turn out to be funnn. *crosses fingers
May 13, 2009
revisited path
02:42
again & yet again.
i hope,
this will be the last time.
May 11, 2009
on days like this
23:35
May 7, 2009
forever and a day :)
17:59
forever & a day
this love we hold
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less than 24hours to the LAST paper.
&my mind/heart is already miles away.
its taking way too long.
hmmm.
possibly my very last paper in school.
but im refusing to think about that right now.
at this moment my mind is filled with the preparations for the
upcoming chalet on the 19th/20th.
quite exciting i must say.
heard rather positive reviews about that place,
hopefully its as good as they make it out to be.
*crosses fingers
May 5, 2009
quality &quantity
23:59
it's been a while,
since we've spent quality time together.
no pressing duties to fulfill,
no pressure of time at all,
how great that feeling was.
& moments like these,
i cherish them much :)
May 4, 2009
on the side of me
23:38
I'm not the easiest person to love
I'm often the one who lets things go unresolved
Yet you choose to be
On the side of me
On the side of me
Yet you choose to be on the side of me
On the side of me
I'm not too proud of some things
I've done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide
Yet you choose to be
On the side of me
On the side of me
Blessed Charity
You're on the side of me
On the side of me
'Cause everyone needs a friend to hold
When it's cold outside
And there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
All alone I cried
There was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
But you
I'm not the easiest person to love
But you, you've opened your heart to show me what I'm worth
'Cause you choose to be
On the side of me
On the side of me
What a mystery
You're on the side of me
On the side of me
'Cause everyone needs a friend to hold
When it's cold outside
And there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
All alone I cried
There was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you
Yeah you choose to be
On the side of me
On the side of me
x infinity, baby
00:28
"x infinity"
its been quite a tough period.
marked by misunderstandings & unhappiness.
b is right, its always tough during the school term.
but all it took was a good talk,
to steer us in the right direction once again.
& im so ever thankful, for us.
i might not be the easiest person to love,
& i might not be the most understanding girlfriend around,
but for you,
for us,
i will try,
really try to c & s less.
cos i believe,
you're the best thing that ever happened to me.
May 2, 2009
20:30
19:02
if only it could be this simple.
lost control
12:25
May 1, 2009
chanel loves
11:48
chanel ♥

isnt this the prettiest thing?
*sigh
10years & you'll be mine, i swear.
buffet dinner tonight! yay.
realised i've been going for buffets quite often recently.
no wonder my thighs are getting..flabbier.
last paper on the 8th!
cant wait, cant wait!