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cheryl

yesterday's memories,
today's love,
tomorrow's dreams.

March 3, 2009
online shopping is my bane. 17:06

i have a problem.

a really serious one.
an addiction.
to online shopping.

it has gone on to the extent that
-i check my email for mailing updates from online shops every single day, several times a day to be precise
-having a whole list of online shops under my favourites folder
-this list consists of more than 35 online shops
-constantly checking that list for updates

-constantly refreshing the page if the update is stated to be at a certain time
-having this uncontrollable impluse to leave a comment on the items
-just in this 2 weeks, i have spent like >$120 on various things online
-& i think i get a kick out of buying stuff online, seriously.

shit.
do i have a problem or what.
arghh.
if only i could channel my enthusiasm and passion for online shopping into studying or something :(

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*edit: b commented that i seem to justify my buys each time by adding the word "only" .

for instance:

"b, i just bought this dress online. its only $20!"
or

"b, that top was only $15!"

bah. i promise to stop buying so much.
i'll try, really.
*shows sincere look.